#8 The journey

Enlightenment may seem harsh and caused a lot of pain.

But once you mastered it. Nothing-Can-Ever-Bring-You-Down.


Yea, she did break into million pieces.

But she is not broken.


She learned it the hard way.

To cherish, embrace, and believe that everything’s around her is her choice.

Now, she chooses to be happy on her own.

No longer depends it

on things or person anymore.

And that’s what scared most of the people around them— those who no longer on the same vibrations like her.

The calmness and tender smile she gave.

The energy that flashes through her eyes.

The vibes that attached to her back.

That’s scared them.

Because there’s a lot of mysterious yet soothing air in her presence.


She smiled even when she was backstabbed.

She smiled even when she was in a lot of pain.

She smiled even when she was suffered.

She smiled even when she had a lot of reasons to break.

Strong or tough.

I don’t think that it described her enough.

It’s more than that.

No words can simply be labeled to her.

But one thing for sure.

She has gone through a lot of darkness, sadness,

and loneliness that she overcome herself alone.

And I think she’s just not fitting into this world.

This harsh world is not deserving of her.

She’s here because of a reason.

To build the new entity. New world. Better world.


Wrote on 18/7/20

Jakarta, ID.

by: vvn

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