#4 This part of evolved-me trying to step outside my Sun borderline

I starting to recognize that even if I and the person I used to connect with no longer aligned with each other, at one point in time I still care for them. At the end of the day I still care even they are not part of my current reality. I can still care of somebody from afar distance even they are not meant for me, not the one I want to spend my life with, I just suddenly not into them or maybe losing feelings and despite the bad times we had, there is still room to care of them.

I know that I suppose to go different path and suppose to be with someone else and take accountability to moving forward. I gotta focus on now. And yes absolutely I do focusing turning on new page & go to different direction and moving on from them and accepting new experience from someone new.

I putting negativity and past aside and continue to live. I allowing myself to let go but you still have me, because for me it’s like once I assigned you as the genuine person that I can trust— you’ll always have my back for a lifetime.

Hm no, I hear that you might think that I’m still into past? eh no, you didn’t got my point. I’m not holding back for sure. It just something in life which no matter what; it is what it is. Something that can’t be defined by logical reason because perhaps this is something to do with emotional issues that I’m always about.