hlp..

12:07 am - 7th Oct'18 | My room

Maybe it's better not to sleep.
I'm so sleepy but the thoughts of tomorrow always lingers in my head.
I'm hungry but I can't eat... I've tried to but I can only eat 1/10 from my bowl. The rest is wasted. The tastes also fade out.

I need someone to talk to.
To share about what I felt.
To calm me down.
But the most reliable man I've ever known, is no longer reliable.
Now, Idk.
I wanna scream, but it turns out I'm crying.
I'm afraid to lose feelings...I'm afraid to feel numb (again).