setelah gw sadari, semesta selalu ngasih gw signal sebelum gw memulai sama seseorang baru. bad signal. oh my and i consciously neglect it most of the time. start from losing the belonging- to the almost dicopet- naik kereta salah pilih jalur- and sickness hitting. 

:)

dear self, im really sorry you have suffer this much.

i promise to you that i will be more aware and cautious next time.