Sometimes pretending being someone else makes you more comfort, but then you think that you want him to love the way you. The real you. But you still perhaps that he will treated you the same way as before. When u trying to open up yourself to him then he is not the same guy that you knew, he was changed, he was different, he stay away from you, he forgot you. Thats hurt you. You were crying but no one know, no one ever realized, no one cares. But there is only one person that you always have no matter what it is. Allah swt.

"Sometimes what hurts you is the way how God told you that he is not deserve for you and he planning you for a wonderful life."

Take a breath.. Thank God for life that you give to me. I love it more and more everyday!